So now I am a penciller, an art director for advertising and movie, still an illustrator, a newbie sculptor, and whatever else may come. Few dreams comes true, few died just like that. Started to enjoy drawing again, and very eager to finish and start new kitbash projects.
I've lost my ability to read a book, especially a long one.. but I managed to gain new knowledge via internet.
I've lost my ability to focus, but I manage to do several things at once with a decent result.
I honestly don't know where life's taking me, but I know for sure, I will try my best to enjoy the ride.

I'd rather be confused on thinking, than in feeling.
And right now, I have the "heart" problem. Doing something I know I shouldn't, but I did it anyway.

"Sometimes life is boring, not because it's flat, but because you have to go through all the feelings all over again."

The bitter sweet symphony of life.
Pounding my ears, striking through my heart.
Is there any switch off button for feeling?